Dating a man that is polyamorous changed my entire life

We have PTSD. I’m a person that is naturally anxious. Through the night, though some count sheep, I count the various ways in which things can make a mistake. Once I began dating a guy that is polyamorous insecurities seemed unavoidable (much more than typical; I’m monogamous). Interestingly, the knowledge has been superior to some of my past “relationships.”

We came across CJ on Tinder. I’ve avoided relationships since finishing therapy because I’m perhaps not for the reason that headspace. Or simply it is my standard mode. I’d swipe right (a rarity by itself), hook up for products, get adequately (although not too) drunk and attach. Rinse, repeat. Sometimes the inventors were interesting sufficient for two beers to complete the working work, and quite often these people were therefore mind-numbingly boring that I needed one thing more powerful. Plus »